It just seems that I am sort of back in blogging again. Anyway I also don't know how long this will last for too :D

Just like that picture posted above - I am starting to have acne problems!! I have never really buy skincare products for my face besides having one or two facial masks fortnightly. My face has all along be very smooth without acnes/pimples literally - till recently......

My mother wanted to me to clear my room. So I did. After clearing, I notice my face has a few spots - in red and mild itchy (of course I didn't scratch it la.) But after a couple of days, those little red spots transformed into small little red dots (like pre-outbreak of pimples.)!! I googled the suddencause for  outbreak of acnes and saw articles pointing it to stress or diet related issues. Seriously? I don't have anything on hand that is causing me SO MUCH stress to cause outbreak and my diet hasn't changed too. So I began to suspect whether is it because of the dust I got from clearing my room. RAGHHHHHHH!!! Anyway - my ultimatum is that I will wait. If situation get worsen, I will have to seek for professional help as in skin care clinics (of course I hope not!) T.T

Okay enough saying of my acne problems..... Baby and I will be turning 5 years old next month! So eggcited! We have made a booking at KSL resort hotel (I think it is a 5 star hotel) to have a short weekend getaway just to ourselves!

Went to Bugis yesterday with Baby and I saw this wedding fair! I told Baby I wanted to go to Taiwan and have our Wedding shoot done there! It seems like my dear boy is agreeable and probably we will go....? Anyway that will be like a few years later hahahahaha~



Deep down, I want to get married to him soon because I am ready to take on the challenge to be a good wife and mother just for him. <3 p="">

曲：柯貴民 詞：小寒

有點煩 是有點煩 
我習慣沉默對峙吶喊
駕駛盤 隨他去轉
免得說我刁蠻 
　
有點難 真的好難
我們得獨立同時委婉 
多脆弱才算適度的勇敢

聰明人對愛很柔軟 內心很強悍
現在懂是否已太晚 

是逞強或堅強 委屈都自己扛
我以為那是一種退讓 是一種善良
我站在你身旁 冷靜得像堵牆
把淚水都抵擋 遮住自己傷口的真相
最後誰有心思體諒 （多希望有人會體諒）
我的趾高氣揚 （我的不愿投降）
是逞強或堅強 

越隱藏 越恐惶 越是防不勝防 
越設防 越逃亡 淪為沉默羔羊 
為何不能夠好好愛一場 公平著不需要誰投降

是堅強或。。。逞強

This song is from Channel U drama "Marry Me"!! Kind of addicted to this song for don't know what reason actually lol. Just find the rhythm and such good and enticing ba. Heh heh.

Isn't this good? Having to just click on a "Delete" button and throw everything into the imaginary "bin". Saving all the trouble on thinking and chances on getting hurt. Was telling Baby about it earlier today. If a human's brain can works just like a computer, we can actually delete "files" that we don't want to keep and let it be gone FOREVER.

Hahaha but of course - things won't be this easy for us, fellow humans. God has made it a point for all of us the ability to remember all those happy OR sad moments. Life is just like going to school. Learning all those lessons and getting tested over and over again... Falling down, getting up, falling down, getting up again and again until you learn everything on your own. You will be able to get soaring results for certain subjects, but failed in some. You will meet all sorts of people during your entire school time. Meet important people who are like your teachers/principals etc who will assist or guide you along difficult decision makings etc.

Recently, I have been watching a Channel U drama "Marry Me" on Xin.msn. I am a person who HATES all Mediacorp dramas but this particular one has gotten my attention. There's this couple in the drama who has been together for 20 years and they broken up cos the guy like sian-ed and find another woman. She then forgave the boyfriend who came back to her after breaking up with the 3rd party. For me, if ever Baby did something awful like this to me, I don't think I will be so generous on forgiving him - let alone accepting him again lo. Cos, trust is just like glass - once broken you will never be able to patch it up like it used to be. 

Anyway, it seems like the nap that I have taken this afternoon has shattered the hope of me sleeping early tonight. Hmmm. 

2013

Now playing - Dripping Tears (Son DamBi)

Well, I was kind of addicted by this song by Son DamBi. It's melancholy rhythm and her beautiful voice makes me addicted. I am kind of slow cos I understand that this song was already out a few months ago. But, who cares? And here I am abusing the "Repeat" button of my player. :/

I am blogging on the 2nd day of year 2013. Yes - new year has started. In 2012, I've accomplished two of my goals - Obtained my diploma as well as my driving license. I won't be posting my new year's resolutions like I do in those years cos I am pretty sure I won't be ensuring myself to keep up with whatever shit I have posted in this post. And, I seldom re-read my own posts until I have got really nothing better to do. Hahahahahaha ya -.-.

I am going to KTPH tomorrow to sign their employment letter. Starting a new job in 2013! Finally left my previous job. I hate to see and entertain dramas. The most annoying fact that my lady boss was also involved as well. So well, fuck off idiots!

Anyway by Cindy's recommendation, I have noticed Fifty Shades of Grey (yes that erotic novel that everyone is discussing about). But still, I am still lazy to read because bloody hell it got three books in total!! Then, I read online that they wanted to make a film out of this novel. And they wanted Ian Somerhalder to act as that Christian Grey. So, curiosity kills the cat. I went Google and searched what exactly is this Fifty Shades about. Then after reading the summary of the story, I have decided to give it a try by downloading the PDF of the 1st part to read. Tadah - I then found myself addicted after reading just the first two chapters of the novel. The storyline is great - I admire how E L James (The author) describes the feelings of both the characters. However, the sexual contents are toooo much. I found myself busy scrolling away whenever it comes to the erotic part. For me, I am only interested what happened to Christian and Anastasia in the end rather than the erotic part. But I definitely understand why it is inevitable for the author to include those as that guy in the novel was obsessed with BDSM. I have saw people stating that they want to be with Christian Grey, hope he really exist in this world and he is the perfect lover blah blah blah. I mean how could it be?? He is definitely not the the perfect guy since he has issues with you touching him (due to his tormenting childhood) and he has this thing with BDSM. Yes he is damn fucking rich but then you won't even know will he really love you or not. It is only when he met someone like Ana to melt him and use love to touch him. The previous 15 women have failed what Ana has tried and they were all submissive. Lol! For me, I would rather just sit back and enjoy this piece of good novel by E L James lol.

Well. Till then~~~~

Reminisce

Now Playing: A Thousand Years - Chirstina Perri

Hey, it has been a real long time since the last update which was in July before I went to Taiwan for the celebration of my birthday. Things have changed so much over these few months and I got a little moody today hence this update. I just wanted to put it down in words so that I can read my archives again in future remembering what actually has happened before.

I have submitted a written notice to my company last month to end my employment with them. I am really unhappy with working there anymore - no more motivation, dragging myself to work every single mornings, handling backstabbing colleague and even lady boss... I can't stop asking myself what have I done to get all these treatments. Like I have mentioned in my all my previous posts, I was so elated having had the chance to get employed in this company when both the bosses treat me so good. But times have changed, I slowly to see things and my lady boss has changed her attitude perhaps it is the work of the backstabber in the office. I got to know that she is joining the backstabber in the office making fun and joking about me when they have the chance from my own observations as well as from other colleagues whom I have trusted. All I have done was just keeping quiet despite knowing everything but chose to do nothing because I do not want things to turn uglier when they already are. Besides, I am currently in a bond with my company as they have sponsored my diploma program with PSB Academy. If I quit, I will have to pay the course fee to them which is around $2000.

So what has made me made my final decision? On one fine day, my lady boss called me to a room and talked to me. She asked me whether was I trying to sabotage the students' registration numbers so that I will have lesser work to do. I was so angry and disappointed with what she has said. The words felt like countless needles that she has thrown right at my face. I definitely wouldn't feel this way if let's say I didn't give in my 100% from my 1st day of work. It is not fair for me as I have been putting every ounce of my effort in whichever tasks they have allocated to me and always have promising results. I can also explain in a way that I am actually somewhat a Perfectionist (believe me - I find all of myself matching to the description when I tried to Google the word) and will definitely want the best for whatever I am supposed to be doing there. Everybody says that the number has increased but I don't understand why is she still trying to make a big fuss out of it. I have tried suggesting to her the alternative ways in attracting students but she just can't mark my words. After this, all those motivation etc just gone from me and I find it really hard to stay in this job anymore. Heard things about what she has said behind my back and as well as from the backstabber makes it even harder for me to stay in this job. Furthermore, I was actually being very understanding from the fact that I do not receive any annual bonuses or profit sharing from the company as well as the HEAVY workload (which feels like stones falling on me and caused massive headaches almost everyday) and gettiing the same pay as the backstabber who does NOTHING (just plainly inquiries and you tell me how many of these can you get per day?) and joined the company later than I do plus holding the same level of education as me.

Baby and others have been telling me that it is okay to quit and just pay the bond to the company since I am so unhappy. I have cried and confiding to Baby and my family members about this issue numerous times before I come to making the final decision. Therefore, I have finally decided after my lady boss did even more ridiculous things. One of my colleague whom I trusted, he told me that he heard my lady boss laughing and being very happy about it when the backstabber told her he thinks I am leaving the company. I mean is this how you treat the staff who has been there during the darkest period of your company and help to achieve the government certificate in order to survive in the private education industry? Well, and there goes my notice.

I was completely relieved after making my final decision. My occurring headaches have stopped and I don't feel stress anymore! However, things started to get more worse after my notice has been submitted. She started doing funny things and even treating me like a ghost (ignoring me and stuffs like that)! Talk bad about me behind my back etc... I mean you're the employer and shouldn't you be behaving like one? The contents on what she was making fun about me get worsen.

I kept quiet still and continue to observe. I began to note that she will normally not be speaking bad or making fun about me whenever her Husband (my CEO) is around. After working for two years, I know his character very well and he is a very upright person who has great morals. He is very forgiving and has never once lose his temper to any of us (except that backstabber) but he detests such things happening in the company. Therefore, I seized the perfect chance when nobody was in the office and told him everything. Of course I wasn't stupid enough to go and blabber bad things about his wife in front of him! And I know I have made the correct decision after speaking to him because I know he hasn't tell anyone about what I have said.  I am actually putting a bet to revenge on the backstabber and perhaps my lady boss a little though.

My Boss seems to be more concerned with what is happening in the office after I have brought those to his attention. He appreciates that I am willing to trust him enough to confide to him on these things and is looking at how he can resolve all of this without pulling my other colleagues who are secretly helping me into the waters. He understand how bad the backstabber is and I can see that there's a change in how he treats the backstabber.

At least I have done my part even if he does nothing which I strongly doubt so. If he really tells my lady boss about what I have said (which clearly he has not), it is not gonna affect me because it is also good that she knows that I am actually aware.

People tends to tell me it is easy to stay and endure. I am not that kind of person who can endure this kind of things at work. The workload is already piling so high up in my plate and yet I still have to entertain all of these? They do not know how difficult it is because they are not standing in my shoes to see or feel things. Perhaps they have never gone through such before?

Well, I wanted to say that I have gotten myself a job with the government. It is PSA at KTPH in Yishun and it is SO near my house. The pay is lesser by a bit but easy workload and I do not have to entertain such dramas every single day. I am exhausted.

Rant so much in a single post lol...

Anyway, I know i have already repeated this many times throughout my posts but,

I LOVE YOU :)
You have always been there for me whenever I am sad.
I have always glad that I have you by my side.
Without you, I will not be me anymore.
I don't know what I will become.
Please know that no matter how many years have passed, my heart will still only beats for you. Only for you.

I actually felt quite bad that I have very much neglected my blog!!!! ):<.

Note to self: PLEASE CHANGE BLOG SKIN!!!!!

Well, I was quite busy going through the motion of obtaining a driving license, diploma and with work!! For the first 3, I am really relieved to say that I have successfully obtained my driving license and the government has awarded a year edutrust license to my company!! My sleepless nights before the audit really paid off! Of course it is not only my credit and hardwork - all of the staffs in the company worked really hard to make it happen!! And I was SUPER relieved after passing my driving test. I swear I nearly passed out (i am exaggerating :p) after knowing the result. I was like madly poking my poor phone trying to call baby right after exiting the testers room! I was so happy that I have cried while elaborating to him on phone Hahaha. Must remember this forever!!

I will also be graduating from my diploma soon! My employers wanted me to continue my studies in degree... I have the intention to obtain a degree but it was like an effing 3 years program. I think i will die before the end of the degree program. And i am considering to rest for a year and concentrate in Korean language!!! I really want to master that language so that I am multilingual!!! Hahahaha.

And i am heading to Taiwan to celebrate my birthday with baby!!!!!!!! First time ever taking a plane.... Scary ah..... I am very afraid of height so i guess baby will definitely laugh at me lol.

Well! Till then :D

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NOTE TO SELF: MUST BLOG SOON!!!!!!!!!!

For the whole of today my mood is just so bad.

First is because i am too stress with the fact that the audit for my work place is coming for our application for edutrust. There are really too many things to get prepared of and things that we need to get it implemented before the auditors come in to our school and breathe down our necks. And the best part is? Majority of the audit will concern me and i am going to be dead! Though the audit should be stepping closer in about a month time but I am still very troubled with it. Because of the audit i couldnt feel anything about my upcoming driving test!! Lol.

Secondly, there's this new lab manager (a caucasian lady).... Well i should say she's a very capable lady with a very strong personality and get bossy at times. She has been promoted to the position not long ago though. And my employer handed her a task to consolidate students information to create an internal 'Facebook' for our students. As i always keep a list of students information in my own excel spreadsheet to keep myself updated, she asked whether can i add a few columns for her internal Facebook thingy so that she can find the students data over. So yes i did that and today... She sent me an email telling me to copy and paste the students information in which she has highlighted in hard copies of class registers to a new spreadsheets where she can easily finds in my excel spreadsheet. And its like more than half of our total students.... She sounded like she was allocating a task to me when it was her responsibility to get this done. Moreover, she is going to be on leave for one week and just throw the task to me as if it was suppose to be mine. She can at least say 'sorry to trouble you' or ' thank you for helping me' to make me feel better helping her but nothing at all. And this task is so important she should have bloody complete it before she even goes for her fucking leave. So, i told my boss about it and he is really very kind and was not angry with her. He even offered to help me and copy paste the information. Lol.... So. I. Am. Abit. Speechless. Of course I'll do it and not trouble him cos he is busy enough from the audit. I mean like cmon la, who not busy right? Fuck!!!

Thirdly, while I was being low morale on the incident above, this new teacher (Caucasian again!!!) came to talk to me as she was going to leave the centre. Here's our conversation:

Teacher: Oh hi Shu En! I see that you're always so busy.

Me: Haha ya~ Cos of the new term and edutrust stuffs.

Teacher: Oh i see! Do you work on weekends?

Me: Weekends are my offday but will be coming tomorrow to help out.

Teacher: Ouh that's sad! Well, I noticed that Singaporeans always sacrifice their resting time and slog hard for their work or money. Most of them are willing to work on Weekends to earn more money.

Me: -Gave a surprised look- Erm i don't think all Singaporeans are same as what you've mentioned. For me, i value my rest time and i am Singaporean. I will come to work on my offday only if my boss needed help or due to some urgent stuffs. I don't agree to work for the money.

Teacher: Oh! That's a very good attitude.

Me: Haha thanks. But i just feel that shouldn't because of some living example that you know of then think all Singaporeans are the same.

Teacher: Ya of course! You're very right! (Gets a bit awkward)

I mean... She shouldn't like 一根竹竿打翻整船人right?

Well. That's all my rants today. And i miss baby!!!!!!!!!!!

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Currently on my way back to Yishun to meet Liqun for laksa dinner!!

Today there's some moron came to the centre. This fucking auntie asked whether can she use our washroom. As our washroom is only available for students, I asked her is she here for any course enquiry or appointments. She said yes, she's here to enquire course for her friend. So i say okay, the washroom is right at the back and directed her to it. Apparently her peasized brain has difficulty understanding my instructions, she replied me in a fucking arrogant tone and emphasizing asking me 'WHERE? WHERE???' Fucking hell i just felt like slapping her head.

After she went to the washroom, she.came out and ignored my presence.and walked straight to the main door. So I thought she was really here for an enquiry, I went ahead and call her.

OUR CONVERSATION:

Me - Hi Madam, are you waiting for your friend to do the enquiry?

Moron - (Stares at me with a FUCKING IDIOTIC FACE) I am waiting for my son to fetch me. Do you have a problem with that?

Me - OH (Sarcastically), Of course I won't have a problem with that. But in fact you do not need to lie to someone just to use the washroom. Well maybe I can understand that you're too urgent to think normally.

And i just left for my desk with her staring at me blankly for awhile.

Comeon la. You just need to say the truth right. Fucking lie just because of the washroom? Fucking kidding me. Joke of the day - Aunty who can't control her bladder and lied just to use to washroom and relieve herself HAHAHAHA

This Saturday going to have Seoul Garden with Baby's sister and mother! I wanted to treat them but baby's mother keeps insisting of treating too. >.<. Shall see how it goes this Saturday then. Hehehe~~~

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So long since I have last blogged. Well, all is well for me. I am still working under the same company and still schooling for my diploma! Going graduate soon in August this year.

My beloved boy has left to Thailand for a period of 5 weeks. He left yesterday in the morning and up until now, I just felt something is being so wrong to me. The feeling is like your heart is no longer in you and what left behind is an empty shell that only respond to him. This is the first time we got 分割两地. The missing and worrying are just so overwhelming. The looking forward of April keeps me alive. Well, others always say the relationship will not last because its either the girl do something bad while the boy is away or vice versa. I just think it's kind of like stereotyping you know? It doesn't means what happened to you will happened to others too! I trust him and I am sure he trusts me too. Just quit the stereotyping thing okay? Because I am proud to say that we are both truly in love with each other. <3

In another area, I have learnt and seen a lot ever since working in this company. All the different personalities and the minor things which happens daily.

There's this caucasian guy who is around the age of 60 years old. He sent a Thai female student in July 2010 to study with us. That lady is around 22 years old and is a very kind and gentle person. We all thought that it's just the sponsor and until one day in December 2010, the student's stomach gets bigger and rounder. She was pregnant for 3 months. We all don't know who is the father of the child because we have never seen she has any boyfriends or neither was she married. Then, this 60 years old guy came one day to look for her. I immediately suspected something is wrong. She came out and hugged him while he fondled her stomach and kissed her tummy. Then after a few days she graduated from the course and went back to Thailand. We have never heard from her ever since.

In December 2011, this guy came again with another Filipina student aged 21! You all must be awed why I can remember him. His appearance is so unique - Completely white hair, black t-shirt and pants and always with a suitcase similar to those you see in movies like Resident evil. Lol.. Okay back to the topic, he addressed this Filipina student as his fiance and now she is already studying with us. I felt extremely disgusted with this fucking bastard and was quite worrying about the student whenever i recalled back the Thai student. She must have been 'played' thoroughly and threw back to Thailand by this guy. But I am totally turned off by this Filipina student as she keeps giving that proud, arrogant attitude with a face "hey-i-am-with-a-caucasian". A Bitch. Enough said. So now i just sit back and see what happens to her. (Evil grin)

Okay, shall blog again soon! With more stories etc haha.

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Chris Medina

This guy named Chris Medina. I don't even know about him until earlier in May baby introduced his song to me. A song named "What are words".

WHAT ARE WORDS - CHRIS MEDINA


I watched this music video of the song, I can't stop crying because I feel deeply for them. I am deeply touched by them and I can feel my heart wrenching for them too. They have been together for 8 years and was already planning to exchange their vows but 2 months before their wedding, his Fiance was down with a severe brain damage.
He didn't leave her. Instead, he became her caretaker and take care of her.

Though I know its none of my business, but from the bottom of my heart, I sincerely wish the girl will recover and I hope God can be moved by their true love.



There's a saying in Mandarin: 有情人终成眷属 by 郑源.

VESAK!

I have been starting to watch this particular korean drama and was totally addicted to it!! It is super nice to watch and I really love the plotting of this drama... As well as the acting of the actors/actresses in this drama. Still left with like 20 plus more episode before reaching the end of this series.

Have been very busy with work and study again! School started on last Monday and I am a little worried with these 2 new modules. We have been introduced to the new modules relevant to Human resource but I felt like they were so similar to Geography and History classes! There will be essay questions (worst!) and have to remember all the points in order to score well! I am not that young anymore as compared in Secondary school to remember ALL the points.... But I must do my best because if other older students in my class can make it, then why can't I? Right?

And I have started my driving lessons for.... 5th time? But sadly I DON'T KNOW WHATS WRONG WITH ME I JUST CAN'T GET THE BASIC RIGHT. The worst thing is that every lesson I will need to wait for 1 or 2 weeks then there will be a slot for me!!!! After 1 week, the skills that I have just started to "get on" will "get off" and "rust off" lo. By the time next lesson come, my skills all rust already la. Which is equivalent to waste money.. How? I am taking private btw... Anyway just have to endure lo.. Or see how? I ALSO DON'T KNOW WHAT I WANT LA LOL.

In July, I will be going to Genting with baby and his friends. And then after the Genting trip, we have planned to open a chalet just FOR THE 2 OF US!! ^^V. It's been a long time since we last did that (actually its like a few months ago......). We will do BBQ together and such. Hopefully I can go cycling with just him!! :D. Tomorrow will be meeting him for dinner at Bedok 85!!

And Happy Vesak Day everyone!!

我们三岁了！

Happy 3rd year anniversary to us!!

Time flies so fast.. I've been with him for 3 years now!! Initially when we just got together, we are like 'try-try'. We never knew that this relationship will be our eternal bond with each other, and the most 刻苦名心 yeah? :).

These few years, we shared happy and sad moments, we fought we cried we laughed together. We shared all the woes and happiness together. We have been at each other's side during all the up and downs together.

Without him, my world will never be complete.

I love you.

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SO LONG NEVER POST ALREADY....

Anyway in July, I will be going to Genting with baby and his friends!!
He should be going to Australia for 1 or 2 months though it is not yet confirmed.
A lot of people asking me whether I am sad or not.
The answer will be no, of course.
What should I be sad for? Cry everyday just because he is doing his family and me proud by having the chance to go overseas and serve the country for just a short duration of 2 months? Come on~~~
We have been together for so many 2 months so~~~ This 2 months are just "small cake" for us ^^
And I should not say sad ba, I will worry for him whether did he eat or sleep well at the other side of the world. :)

And recently I have started my driving lesson!!
Passed my FTT on 18/3/2011. Heeeheeee!!!
I hope my TP will be like my BTT and FTT, one time pass please!! :D

And.... We should really learn to treasure our lives..
Other normal humans in this world don't even get a chance to see their loved ones anymore..
So we really ought to treasure everything we have and not just taking it for granted.
Who knows? One day Singapore might have a natural disaster?

My post is kinda random so... Hahahaha!

10 Signs to see is your guy a Mr Right!

Well, I'm down with a very bad cold but I still want to blog this for my one and only darling boy before I sleep!! Just ate a pill for cold and the drowsiness is acting real fast! I better hurry!!

Saw this from some stranger's blog and I think it's true!!!!

10 Signs to see if your guy is a Mr Right:

1. Your friends approve- You’ll know he’s the right guy for you if your friends feel the same way. If your man hasn’t earned your friends’ stamp of approval, he might as well be waving a big red flag.
- YES, he has earned everyone's approval! :)

2. He gets along with your family- Introducing someone to your family can be awkward and tense— we can thank Ben Stiller for his excellent portrayal of all the worst-case scenarios. However, if he does mesh with the family and becomes an instant member of your Dad’s “circle of trust,” then you’ll know he’s a keeper.
- He can handle my mum's bullshit and even chat with my very 'cool' dad!! Hee!

3. He listens to you- Communication is the foundation to any good relationship. If you’re trying to build a life with a guy who doesn’t think that what you have to say is important, your relationship will inevitably come crashing down. You need a man who truly listens to you.
- He always listen to whatever I say. I love to talk, he loves to listen. <3

4. You share the same values- You may say “tomay-to” while he says “tomah-to,” but there is no need to call the whole thing off. Just be certain that you both agree on what matters most in life. Finding a man who shares your ideals will make for a smooth ride.
- This is totally true!! We are damn alike for so many values ideals, thinkings, opinions blah blah blah! You name it!

5. He’s the type of person you would be friends with- You should have the same standards in your love life as you do socially. If you’re dating a guy who you would never be friends with, you might not be a good fit long-term.
- He is my soulmate, my future fiance, my future husband and my best friend :). He can plays so many roles in my life :).

6. You trust him- Without trust, your relationship is doomed to fail. If you can honestly say that you trust your man, you may have just found Mr. Right.
- He is a man I can really trust. He don't flirt with girls and don't club!! Don't do cheeky stuffs etc! Hehe!

7. He makes you feel special- We all know that new-relationship high a little too well, but those feelings tend to dwindle as the days and months progress. If your man is still able to give you butterflies well into the relationship, then you’ve hit the jackpot.
- YES TOTALLY!! We have been together so long (Gonna 3rd year in April) and almost everyday or once every two days we will meet!! But our feelings still increase!! Somemore we everyday will SMS each other, like there's endless topics for us to chat. ;)

8. He talks about the future- In your search for Mr. Right, you have to remember that he is also looking for a Mrs. Right. If your significant other verbalizes his thoughts on your future together, then it’s likely that he’s also considering you to be that special someone.
- He talks alot of this to me. I feel damn happy when I listen to him. He will tell me in future aft we get married, every weekend he will bring me and our kids to market and eat breakfast, or having to see me in his arms everyday when he open his eyes, and about marrying me!! I know it's not a dream!! It's a premonition!!!! :D

9. You feel secure- A man who is financially unfit may not be a good life partner. If your significant other can’t even take care of himself, how will he be able to take care of others? While we don’t recommend gold digging your way to your next boyfriend, we do think it’s important to feel secure in your relationship and in your financial future together.
- He is not financially unfit!! Though he is not like very very very wealthy, but I still feel secure with him. :)

10. He loves you for you- Surprisingly, this part has to come from you, not him. If you aren’t being true to yourself in a relationship, then he isn’t falling for the real you. Although we all want to be seen as perfect, the facade will eventually crumble. Be yourself and if he still loves you, you know he’s here to stay.
- He knows every single secrets in me, be it small or big. He see my ugly face when I woke up but still can saying my face, smelt my smelly hair but still can kiss me!! And many more!!

In short, I love you baby. :)


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Update!

Wow!! I've not updated my blog for entire 1 and a half month!!!!!
This is crazy, I think I've serious issue with perserverance when it comes to blogging, tweeting or online gaming. -.-
Ok anyway, suddenly I felt that sudden urge to blog a post tonight/now so yeah. Lol.

Anyway, it seems like December is a very busy month for me. Seems like everyday I'm busy with something. I just started school at PSB Academy to pursue my Diploma in HRM course end of last month. Though I only need to attend class twice a week, but it's already making me very tired. Sometimes have to stay up late to finish my homework. And there are even projects to complete within a very short deadline with a few extremely hard to communicate 'matured' adults. Yes, I'm the youngest in my class and my group members always trying to indirectly say I'm immatured or not capable by judging me by the age. No matter how unhappy I am I just shrugged it off. Since all of them love to show off how capable and talented they're, then just let them do majority of the things and I still can get my marks. 年轻有年轻的好处 ok?!

I also enrolled to get my car license last weekend at SSDC. Booked by BTT and it's on the 11th of Feb. Omg it's like so long away! I wanted to chiong and get a license as fast as possible. But I think I'm an idiot to driving things so I guess I might take longer to accomplish this mission. I've already planned to buy either a 2nd hand Picanto / Hyundai Getz. If my mother were to willing to help me fork out a wee bit, I can even get a Honda Jazz. But the final decision still comes after I get my license as I'll get a promised pay increment next year Oct when the company renew my contract. And my mother has been pouring me cold water. She say I should wait for people to drive me and as females we cannot drive cars. So old fashion!! Who say females cannot be independent!!!? Lol

Ok, I blogged because I want people to know that I'm not dead yet! Bye~~~


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Just another random post

让我来试试用华文来篇这篇POST.
太久没有用华文来篇文章之类的东西，觉得对华文有一点生疏了.
昨天是我和翔翔宝贝在一起的两年七个月纪念日！好棒哦！我们去勿洛85吃叁吧鱿鱼和方鱼，还有鸡翅膀!

Omg I think I switch back to English better.
So after we ate finish, we went to bedok interchange there to shop at the pasar malam. I told baby I remembered there was one pasar malam there cos I went there on last sat to buy my sandals.
But.... When we reached there, we saw bangalas taking off everything. T.T
So we just wandered around, and I bought one Thomas taw conditioner!
Baby and I will always address the sunsilk damaged hair reconstruction shampoo series as Thomas taw(The co-creater with sunsilk for this particular series). It's an inside joke anyway. :D.
Baby you should know what I'm talking about right?!

HAPPY 31st MONTHS TO ME AND LOVELY BABY.
I still remembered I told my sister, for couples who get together for a few years and still quarrelling like non stop, their characters don't suit one another at all.
And that, I'm very happy to have him in my life. I really appreciate his presence everyday. Hehe!

Alright, and regarding my job wise, I can't ask for even better. This job is awesome and I like it alot. Though there's one or two weird students keep on giving me attitudes, other than this it's rather perfect. I'm really glad that I've read Hector story book rgding the happiness. I chose this job because at that point of time it seems to be able to keep me happy while working. And yes, I'm happy.
Because I love this job(Im someone who loves to do plenty of filing, typing and etc), it kept me happy, contented and most importantly, to give my very best everyday.
I'm so fucking glad that I left mind stretcher.
0% happiness. Ok maybe 0.01 because of the pay lol.
When I was working at mind stretcher, every day I've to drag and force myself to work.
I dread working at mind stretcher.
But now? I always look forward to work!
And my boss is sponsoring for my diploma course. Wow!

It seems like I've almost secured everything in life. Thank guanyinma for these. I really appreciate it. :)

And... But... However... Lol....

Except for family. It's always the toughest thing to secure though. Recently just because of my ICard, my mum started all the cold war shits again.

And I want to go foodfest!

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Dream

I have a dream.

In this dream, I dreamt that I'm married to baby. Pursuing my bachelor degree, and baby is studying at the same time too.
Baby bought the class 2 bike which he always wanted and together, we bought a car too.
Living in a maybe 4 room flat, with our children and every Sunday going to the market and eat breakfast together.

In this dream, I am in very good terms with my parents because I've earned enough money with my bachelor degree.

I'll also have a puppy/dog too. Taking it for a walk with baby maybe everyday in the evenings.

I hear people always saying that, dream is just a dream. It won't come true.
But in my perspective, this dream is my target and I will always be trying to achieve it.
It motivates me, and most importantly, I myself know that if I work hard with baby we will achieve this.

Another type of dream are those occuring while you're asleep. Nightmares etc.
And this is not what I'm referring to.

So, btw I'll be taking diploma in human resource management.
I'm going to take an advanced dip, then bachelor.
If time allows, I'll take either certificate or diploma in psychology.
AND if I'm still likes listening to Korean songs, I'll take up Korean language lessons too. Somemore it will makes me easier to communicate with Korean students in my workplace because I always don't understand what they are saying. Most of the time la lol.

These are all my dreams.

Dream dream dream, and I found you~~~


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Random post

Alright just a random update about what I've been doing everyday after work !

When I get home and not meeting baby, I'll watch online tv series on Funshion.
Just finished an extremely nice tv show called Fringe. 3 seasons.
Right now the 3rd is not complete because it's currently showing in US.
So, I looked for another tv series to watch and I found The Mentalist.
A super nice tv series and Im currently at it's season 2, episode 10.
After this show, I'm also not sure what should I watch next.
Perhaps Heroes, Ghost Whisperer or CSI Miami?
I'm too afraid to watch The Supernatural alone and yeah, dropped that.







Here's Fringe poster. If you've watched this, you'll find Walter Bishop very cute! (The one in middle)
He is a super genius in different kinds of weird sciences, and together with the female lead, a FBI agent who is pretty!, and his Son Peter Bishop from another world, they solved numerous of weird biological weapons attacks like mutations etc.
10/10!






He is someone who helped the CBI to solve cases using playing mental games with people, damn pro observing skills etc. And this show is nice too! Though I like fringe more :P
I rate it, 8.5/10. :)

Meeting baby later :D

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